Little miss imaginary sunshine

Written on November 9, 2009 at 10:58 pm
Filed under: Personal

Oh Heather… My sister and her friends are all older than I am, so definitely not singing children. Badly singing, somewhat drunk adults is a far more accurate string of words to describe them.

And Kelsey, I have officially decided to not continue on with my attempt at NaNoWriMo for this year. With everything that’s going on, I can’t force myself to write this crackpot of a story. I feel… nothing for my characters, not like in previous years when I always identified and saw some of myself in one of the characters. I guess Jailbait will just have to be shelved until I get a chance to rework it.

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Today was difficult.

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Just wanted to get that out. I hope that everyone’s Monday has gone well and that everyone’s Tuesday goes even better.

4 Responses to “Little miss imaginary sunshine”

  1. Kristi says:

    *hug*

    I’m sorry it wasn’t so great. I hope it gets better tomorrow..or.. today, granted there’s not much of today left.

  2. Kelsey says:

    /hug

    I wish I could have talked with you more about your bad day :( I’m also feeling a bit blue at the moment, but for completely different reasons such as being way too fucking busy. The reason why I didn’t get to respond to your text. Group projects are the worst.

    Props for making the decision to not continue with NaNo. It’s a great idea for a novel and I hope you’ll get a chance to work on it again when it doesn’t feel so forced :)

    Hopefully the rest of the week gets better for you. And if it doesn’t, at least there’s Friday to look forward to.

  3. Heather says:

    I just saw this — sorry for the intercommunication. My older sister doesn’t live at home, so I’m always with my younger sister (who happens to be a major singer and is therefore always singing), so when I hear “sister” and “singing” together, I automatically assume a younger sister.

    My bad. :(

    I’m so sorry to read that your day was poor. I hope your week has improved since then. I definitely respect your decision in terms of NaNo – you need to do what’s right for yourself, and I think it’s wonderfully mature of you to admit to yourself that it’s not *right* this time.

    Hope all is well.

  4. Heather says:

    Oh. Wow. I need sleep. Totally meant misunderstanding. XD

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