I just don’t know what to think or say anymore. I mean, it was Clay’s idea in the first place to hang out today. He was the one that suggested Monday, that suggested the time and the place to meet up. He suggested going out for dinner and I agreed. But, of course, something came up. And it’s an understandable reason, I’m not that unfair about it, but at the same time – it was his idea in the first place. There is still a chance that we could hang out today, but I’m not even going to bother holding my breath. And then there’s next weekend, apparently, if we don’t get to spend time today. He’s willing to cancel on his brother to spend time with me. We were talking via webcam, so I got to say hi to his brother, whom I haven’t seen since like 2006. The only problem with next weekend is that I was hoping to go paintballing with D and S from work, D’s supposed to give me a call if they do go and I do want to go again since it was fun the last time I went. So, we’ll see.

I really don’t know why I even bother with him anymore. But I still like him, so I don’t know.

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  1. Oh no! That sucks!!! I HATE it when something comes up. Once I had planned a date with my boyfriend and my mum suddenly goes.. ‘You don’t have to go school today, time for you to get vaccinated’. RARGGHH. So, he ended up waiting for THREE hours and nearly finished reading a Stephen King book.
    But I hope the reason IS understandable =(. It still sucks. But it’s really nice he’s going to cancel on his brother ^^ I hope things get sorted out. If you still like him, there’s a really good reason to stay together=)

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